" You're fluctuating. "
Maturity is something gained. Not just something you were bestowed with as you grow up. And ironically, age is proven not to define your degree of it. I, for one, believe that the most ultimate rule of maturity is learning. In this very process of fighting my everyday battles, I make mistakes. But I am learning to correct them in every way possible. And it may include self-isolating, self-cleansing and the need of incessant thinking.
But to put it in short, I may be sorry for what I have done, but I'm never going to be sorry for what I am. The mistakes I've done in the past is what made me, me as a person, the person I am today. This isn't complacency that I'm feeling. I'm not saying that I'm completely contented with the way I am now, it's just that I'm happy I turned out the way I am today.
(You have just tormented yourself in my cliche over-rated typical.)
All seriousness aside, I am going for Metric's concert on Tuesday. I can only say it in many ways, but it gives out the same meaning. I am ecstatic. Excited beyond words. Rhapsodic. Thrilled.